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life's still dumb
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[29 Dec 2008|12:18pm] |
my eyes are leaking from the eyeliner and mascara i just rubbed into them. update:
-broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years (he turned into a zombie..the bad kind) -started driving (i hate my truck) -started going dancing (only think keeping me going) -i started cosmetology school (it fucking sucks) -i started to surround myself with nicer more mature ppl (i had to get rid of some phonies) -i met the boy of dreams (he lead me on and broke my heart) -i met the second best boy of my dreams (he keeps ditching me) -i met the third (he likes generic girls) -i got caught shoplifting (now my life is hell) -i have the cutest little baby poodles ever.
i don't like how my life is going right now i fucking hate how its going i love my new friends i love ollie i love my poodle
but i hate being controlled and getting in trouble
in the day light anywhere feels like home.
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i am writing this bullshit from my fancy nintendo ds. although someday this might come in useful it sucks cuz sometimes i get no connection and it wont lemme on myspace or watch videos. some one teach me how to get my own videos on my ipooed. i like ipooed better then ipod :)
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[27 Jun 2007|08:33pm] |
i like how i check my livejournal and my entire friends page is all alicia and beaus questionairs...haha oh well at least they're doing more then i am. i've been watching reruns of hannah montana and drake and josh.
i am very excited that markie is hanging out with me. i am very not excited that i have to walk on egg shells for everyone to treat me like shit so to be around someone who is chill is sweet.
photolab at target isnt that bad. i mean dead ppl pictures and naked pictures are funnny
love deedeee
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[20 Apr 2007|10:31am] |
The fun and joy covered my heart it spread to my eyes and my mouth until soon i didn't realize how empty i feel it covered me up and bundled me up into a small cocoon when you knocked i didn't answer and you knew. You said every little pretty word i could have ever wanted but never thought about timing a small amount of fear was growing and ripping the cocoon not completely at first i laid there half covered and half happy and half worried i gave you my heart and now we both can't see it the worry got to be so much that the fun ended but my heart still covered but not by any cocoon but by a protective shield i had made unknowingly that will not go away that will not forgive as much as i want to time will help and fix it i always say because it is what i want and i know you do to
love deedee
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